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this isnt the person that i fell in love with. this heartless subhuman filth is my own creation. i dont even want him to apologize for giving me hope and then bailing. he had no idea what he was getting himself into. he was a bit too confident. he could only fight for so long. then again, so could every other person in my life

about time i stopped fighting as well.

i can’t sleep for days at a time. i keep ending up at some train tracks and hoping one of those times i’ll jump. i asked him to wish me luck with that.

he wished me luck.

ladyoftheshieldarm:

Aragorn being done with everyone’s shit

probably the loneliest i’ve ever felt

talking to someone doesn’t make it any better

i wish i were dead why cant i just make it happen

i havent talked to any of my friends in weeks. i know i cant be there for them and i dont want to burden them with my miserable crap

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so me and the ex weren’t talking for a week while he was figuring out whether he wants back in or not

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„„„„„„„„„„mmmmmmiiisssstttttaaaakkkeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

cant go to the hospital cos admission fee game too strong

staying w/friend again for a few days

me n the ex are “not talking” cos he “needs time” to figure out “if he wants back in or not”

pills are making me apathetic but at least i havent sobbed in a few days

dats it good night

vegannvagina:

ecstatic-motion:

My cat brought us a present today.  I have never seen a rabbit SO angry. 

HE’S SO MAD OMG

fragit said: He’s the one who needs help, imo. He’s manipulating you into doing what he wants. You shouldn’t let him and after all the shit he’s pulled? I know you don’t believe it, but you can do better.

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I don’t think he’s so much manipulative as he is just really bad at figuring things out and taking a stance; it’s partially my fault for having hope. It was a first serious relationship for both of us so I don’t blame him for being weird about this now. Same as he was during it tbh cause he switched between saying how I’m the drug and he’s the addict, and saying that he can answer “no” to the question “can I survive without her?”

I don’t know about being able to do better. It’s not about that as much as it is about my trust issues and knowing that it would take me a long time before I can trust someone like that again, if ever.

This is no mere ranger. He is Aragorn, son of Arathorn. You owe him your allegiance.

going to the doctor’s today was the quickest way i ever lost 300 SEK

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so my friend actually managed to ruin today’s uncle acid & the deadbeats concert by getting shitfaced and bothering me every 5 minutes so i got pissed and walked out and didnt buy a shirt like i wanted to

and i have the doctor’s appointment tomorrow and she’s still out getting shitfaced and will most likely be hungover so my ex agreed to drag me there but right now it just doesnt even fucking matter i couldnt care less about what’s going on

seriously though i feel like ive been cheated. waited forever for the concert and all im gonna remember from it is being nagged. balls.

(they were great tho and played 13 candles so thats something)

marmod:

Remember that time Sovereign told Shepard the Reapers were Legion? Legion is having none of that shit.