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my friend set up a psychiatrist’s appointment for me this thursday which is really lucky cause usually there’s a long waiting time. after that i’ll probably be committed for a week or two and my friend said she’ll pay for anything that goes over my initial budget sjhgljkfg i couldn’t have asked for more and i cant thank you guys enough for the supporting messages

it’s kind of hard for me to believe that something’s actually being done now especially now that im at my absolute lowest

my friend insisted i stay with her for a few days because i’m super unstable and she’s afraid i’ll do something with myself and she’s right

every time i feel like it’s getting better, soon afterwards i end up crashing even harder and i’m on lots of meds that arent helping yet

i wanna be dead

ive lost 4 kilos in the past week cause i’m just unable to eat anything :I my body hurts like a bitch but the thought of food makes me nauseous so i don’t know

i’m meeting my friend today so she can explain to me the process of being committed to a mental health clinic. let’s hope i can afford it

bumped into him today

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I was on fire
and you used me
to light your cigarette

— Dulldrops  (via moon-blood)

fuckyeahvikingsandcelts:

Russian man spends 6 months living in the 10th century

Most of us like reading stories about ancient times and fantasize that our ancestors’ lives were easy and romantic, but were they really? 24-year-old Russian man Pavel Sapozhnikov decided to see what his ancestors’ lives were really like by spending 6 months living in 10th-century conditions.

“The idea is to see if a modern man can survive alone in an early medieval environment, what impact this kind of lifestyle will have on his psychological state” says Alexey Ovcharenko, who is the driving force behind the “Alone in the Past” project.

For six months – until March 22 – Pavel will live in a medieval farm without electricity, running water, Internet access and other modern comforts. The autumn and winter seasons were chosen on purpose – scientists want to explore the everyday challenges faced by medieval people during the toughest time of the year.

Thanks to fivestrings-attached for pointing this amazing photo collection to me.

now we’re in the stage where we’re both at each other’s throats because i’m still reeling from what i found out today

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i really miss talking to my friends but i’m so not ready. it would just end up me talking about the relationship garbage

i did schedule to meet a friend for coffee tomorrow and i completely forgot there’s also this small event at our usual coffee shop and hjalmar might be there so now i dont know if i should go…

carldrogothecat:

conquered.

now that ive cooled off a little and am actually not shaking

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update kinda i just need to vent this is the worst event of my life

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